Over the past 5 months my life has been bombarded with huge and constant changes that I could have never forseen at the beginning of this year. A year ago at this time I can hear myself making statements like “I have no idea where I’ll be next year” and worrying about the vague and … More Consistent Growth; Goal Setting.
I’m extremely proud of the way I’ve tackled the negative feelings that were developing inside my head about myself. I decided to challenge myself and it resulted in growth. The story here is about what happened when I got very interested in makeup. Me, a girl who never used foundation until I was 17, had … More Love your skin; it’ll love you right back!
Hi there! I haven’t blogged in a while and I guess the main reason for that is because I didn’t know how to say what I wanted to say. Most of the posts I’ve made in the past have been a way for me to express creative thoughts and feelings, opinions and other ideas … More Changing like the leaves
September 30, 10:36 pm, regular school night. Listening to the arctic monkeys, test in the morning, highlighters and index cards strewn all over my desk. A can of Some energy drink and a stabilo pen to the left of my laptop, my keys and iPhone to the right. I should probably go to sleep or … More What happens when you write down wandering thoughts.
What can you paint on a black canvas? Do ya cover it with white? What can ya paint on a black canvas? Hold up wait, that aint right I am looking and I see potential You are trying but you are blind What can you paint on a black canvas Everything can paint on white.
The bruises on my heart are clear statements that I am indeed blessed. The fights I’ve fought and the blows I’ve reveived have never stopped me from surviving. Never caused me to be more than momentarily hopeless. My presence is proof of my survival. I have fallen down, and I have brushed myself off and … More 24; Affirmation for the broken woman
Today among a group of friends I was made aware of a few habits or behavioral patterns I had that I was completely oblivious to. A few minutes into the conversation I stopped denying as it dawned on me that what I thought was normal and acceptable may just come off to other people as … More Day 23; ¿Self Control?
So close. So far away. The smell you can almost taste Clutching at the wind The reality you see and feel But cannot hold on to Life is so big and so important Yet untouchable And still very real The things you cannot grasp and hold Prove to be the most important The moments you … More Day 22; Intangible
Expressing yourself is extremely hard when there is an excess amount of information being thrown at you, much being demanded of you, and many emotions being experienced all at once. My life has changed tremendously since my last post, but I feel somehow that though much more ignorant, I was much less lost than I … More Day 21: I would rather not have known.
I’m emotionally drained from a conversation with a friend tonight. I’m extremely saddened because I just felt like what I was saying might have had some importance and that maybe my point was valid. It cut deeper than I think it should, but I’m not even gonna get into what actually happened or what the … More Day 20; Money Speaks Louder Than Genuine Hearts